Weight Watchers Weeks 9 & 10

I think I've reached a fat-eau (they call it a plateau, but I like my term better) or something with my weight watchers. Well, I haven't counted every point for the past two weeks due to unusual circumstances, so it's probably not a legitmate plateau, just a case of me not being as conscientious as I should be. I was stressed all week before Bridget's recital and I actually used all my flex points. I was still "on plan", but barely. When I weighed in on April 27, I had gained 3 lbs.

On April 28, I went to Dwayne's ESOP meeting with him, where a buffet lunch was served. I have no idea how many points I consumed. I didn't pig out majorly, but I did have dessert. That whole weekend was a wash because we had company in town for Bridget's recital and I didn't want to be strict about my diet. I figured I'd get back on plan on Monday, April 30. And I did. When I weighed in on May 4, I had lost 2 of the 3 gained pounds.

I was really hoping I'd be back on track and lose the other pound I gained, and maybe a bit more, this week. Now, I am really dreading weighing in on Friday. Last weekend was my birthday, so we went out to eat on Saturday. I had the classic nachos at Chili's, but no appetizer. I shared part of a chocolate shake with Tessa, but together we didn't drink more than 1/4 of it. I didn't even eat popcorn at the movie Saturday (though I did sneak a few of Tessa's M&Ms). So, I thought I was doing okay. But, I feel so fat this week.

I am staying on plan as far as points, but have only exercised one day this week. I have two work-at-home projects going on at the same time, and am having trouble finding enough hours in the day to keep my work on schedule, spend time with my husband and kids, and keep the house running smoothly. As I sit for too long at the computer, I can literally feel my azz getting wider. Ugh!! It's not all bad, though. I am so grateful that I can sit on my porch and do work on my laptop while I keep an eye on the kids. It is so nice to be able to work outside!! And we really need the dough, so I am very grateful for the work.

I've been trying to mix up some of my regular food choices and eat a little more one day and a little less the next day to shake up my metabolism, but I really don't think it's working. Whatever happens, I'm just going to stick with the program and hope the weight starts coming off again. 10 pounds down, 20 to go . . .